Tomorrow I'm having my baby. For sure. And that is really freaking me out! I am super excited but I am also very nervous. I don't want to jinx anything so knock on wood, but I think that Tyler has turned and put his head back down which means that tomorrow when we get to the hospital they would induce me as opposed to do a c-section. They will do an ultrasound when we get there to see what the plan is and go from there. I don't want a c-section. I don't want a c-section so bad I could scream! I mean if I have to I will but I really really really don't want one.
I want to be able to hold my baby for as long as possible before he gets taken into surgery and I'm afraid if I have a c-section I won't have as much time most likely to hold him. I want to have as much time with him as possible before he goes into the NICU for who knows how long. That is something that I am worried about too, how long he has to spend in the NICU. I am hoping that it will only be around 2 weeks. They want to watch him and make sure that he is eating and passing stuff so they know that the intestines are working correctly. One person we talked to said that he will need to do that consistently for 48 hours. I am hoping that because of that he won't have to be there too long but who knows. I don't know how long it will be until I am able to hold him and that is what is really getting to me. I just want to be able to hold him!
I want to be able to hold my baby for as long as possible before he gets taken into surgery and I'm afraid if I have a c-section I won't have as much time most likely to hold him. I want to have as much time with him as possible before he goes into the NICU for who knows how long. That is something that I am worried about too, how long he has to spend in the NICU. I am hoping that it will only be around 2 weeks. They want to watch him and make sure that he is eating and passing stuff so they know that the intestines are working correctly. One person we talked to said that he will need to do that consistently for 48 hours. I am hoping that because of that he won't have to be there too long but who knows. I don't know how long it will be until I am able to hold him and that is what is really getting to me. I just want to be able to hold him!
We are leaving tomorrow morning around 4am from Rexburg to drive to the hospital in Boise and be there by 10 for the paperwork and ultrasound. I have a scheduled c-section for 12 but like I said above, if Tyler cooperates I can be induced :) I am not looking forward to getting up so early but if I do have a c-section I can't eat for 8 hours before hand and we figured that if we were in the car I wouldn't have things to snack on like if we were to go over tonight and then get up the next morning and want to eat. I can eat something before we leave and then that's it. Can't wait haha
Anyway enough ranting :)
On another note, I got a new bike!! Want to see a picture? Of course you do :P
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We got a frame offline and then put all the parts from Jake's old bike onto it. I love it! And I rode it around a little bit but apparently Tyler didn't like it because he started kicking me in the side so I had to stop. I got a different seat than the one in the picture because that one made my bum sore for 3 days. I rode it for maybe 20 minutes total and I could barely stand to sit on it let alone pedal haha So I got a more cushiony seat and it is much nicer.
Anyway, I will post pictures as soon as I can so stay tuned! :D
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